I dont want to eat, sleep, i dont want to do anything besides be left alone to sit here and cry. I miss you sooo much allie. i jsut read the whole fb page prayers and support for allie holloway. OMG its so freakin sad. its amazing how many peoples lives you have touched. we all miss you. i hate that life keeps moving on like normal…but the people closest to you dont remember what normal is. we are so sad we just want to sit and cry. all day i have sat on my bed thinking about you and crying. when i go to bed at night i cry myself to sleep. still. its been 9 months and it feels like it was yesterday. i remember telling jake and gloria you were gone….it was the worst thing ive ever had to tell someone. i hope i am never in that situation again. its too hard. if anyone else close to me dies im gonna loose it. i hate life without you.
I would do anything to have you back Allie. I miss you so much. I’m trying really hard not to be angry about you being gone but I feel like I’m going to explode. I hate the world right now. I can’t hold it in anymore and I really can’t loose it right now.
If there’s a God why would he let an old sick man live and let a beautiful little girl die? I don’t ask for much but I need to know why Allie had to die and so many others get to keep living their miserable lives? Don’t get me wrong I’m glad Jim is still alive ..but he’s old. Old people die I’m okay with that. What could be the reason for my little sister to die? She couldn’t have died for no reason at all. The reason will never be good enough. But I need to know why. I’m tired of people saying EVERYTHING happens for a reason. That can’t be right. There is no reason she should have died.
If this is true, though hard to believe now, there will always be a space,
The piece to which has your name on its place.
Tears have been falling now for so long,
When we think of your beautiful face it all seems so wrong
You had so much to look forward to and so much left to do
But God needed somebody in heaven who is as special as you.
Nothing is the same now and we doubt it ever will be
You have been released from pain and suffering, you have been set free.
Your story has touched people, all ages, near and far
On the night you were taken from us, was the worst night by far.
And from life as we knew it, it was time for you to take your final bow.
We miss your voice, your infectious laugh and hearing you sing.
Fashion you loved and now you have new accessories a pair of Angel’s wings.
The world has lost a wonderful girl, a true and amazing friend.
But maybe her goodness was needed to help and from heaven.
Allie you are always around us, covering us with your love.
Giving us strength, keeping us close and watching over us from above.
Do not stand at my grave and weep,I am not there; I do not sleep.I am a thousand winds that blow,I am the diamond glints on snow,I am the sun on ripened grain,I am the gentle autumn rain.When you awaken in the morning’s hushI am the swift uplifting rushOf quiet birds in circling flight.I am the soft starlight at night.Do not stand at my grave and cry,I am not there; I did not die.
i wish people would stop bitching about stupid shit all the time.. if you have a REAL reason to be depressed and upset then go for it. stop crying about stupid crushes, bitches talking shit (it will never stop) and little things that dont even matter. grow a fucking brain and think about someone besides urself. its fucking christmas time so be happy treat people with respect and enjoy the stupid holiday family fighting.
